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I got home today, and it is nice to be back with Bear. Took him for a little walk tonight and he's sleeping right now. Went grocery shopping for him today too. He'll be getting lots of high protein meals with cottage cheese, scrambled eggs and chicken.
So I talked to Mary Argo, the animal communicator yesterday, and I am so glad I did. It's done over the phone and she "connects" to your pet by looking at photos you send to her, and our appointment was at 4 pm. Let me just say how thrilled I was, when at 3:55 pm I was about 20 miles from home (home here being the dog-sitting gig) and stuck in a horrendous traffic jam. I had spent the last hour crawling along and only going about a mile or two, holding out hope it would clear and I would make it home. As 3:30, 3:45 approached, I was pissed and still not even near enough to an exit to get off said accursed freeway.
I did want to have this phone call sitting in traffic, as I know I was going to be crying, and I needed to be able to take notes. As 4:00 was ticking down, I managed to cut through traffic to an exit and got myself into a Taco Bell parking lot.
As I've mentioned before, I have worked with Mary in the past, and she is just amazing, and maybe some of you reading this don't by into pet psychics, but I most certainly do and have seen proof time and again that pets are very intuitive and there are some lucky and special people who can tap into them. Mary can also sense things about an animal, like what their body needs diet wise that may help.
So, here's some of the things he said to her, things she got from him, and questions that I had she asked him.
He said right off "I'm a cute pug!"
Wanted to know when I was going to be home because he wanted a big hug and misses me holding him. I had her tell him I would be home at noon the next day.
He's not in pain, but doesn't feel well. Is achey and hot, like the flu.
He is panting because he feels hot time to time, not because the room is hot, but like he can't cool down, and that he is also not able to get his breathe all the way sometimes.
He wants back massages to help him feel better.
His parents had this. I asked her how he knew this, and she said he just knows that it is genetic.
He most definitely does not want chemo. She got a big "NO!" from him on this.
He's really hungry and thirsty. This would be from the prednisone he's on. I had extremely bad asthma as a child and had to take prednisone dozens of times, and it makes you hungry like you're stoned.
She said I should give him cottage cheese and eggs, and that he wants these. "I can eat lots of it" he said to her. He also brought it up several times, not to forgot the cottage cheese and eggs. That's my boy!!
She gave me several things to do and to give him herbal & food wise to help detoxify his body and help with swelling. I won't bore you with all that.
This one stunned me....She said his 3rd chakra was really bright (I think that was the word). She asked if I know what chakra's are, and I said I did, but can't say what each one in particular is or does. She said the 3rd chakra houses control and self worth. This scared me for a second, because I immediately thought that meant he didn't feel worthy. She explained that he is picking this up from me, and that all the anger I have affects him, that he's worried about me and that Bear says the more I help myself, the more he can help himself. He also said that if I stop all the negative talk about myself, he'll feel better. This floored me. Because I am so angry at so many things right now, Bear being sick only one of them, and blame myself for a lot of what is happening in my life. That she got this from him, I mean, what more proof do you need? I don't like to cry in front of people, or show my emotions. So I have a lot of "breakdowns" in my room with him present.
Need more proof? He also said he wants me to keep singing, because it cheers him up. There is no way she could have known that when I am alone, I sing like a mad woman.
Moving on....
She said Bear knows he is sick, but didn't know what lymphoma meant, other than his lymph nodes being swollen. She told me she explained to him it is a cancer (she does this silently, btw, the communicating with him) and he asked her how long he had. I lost it here, in the Taco Bell parking lot, and told her 2-4 months, and she told him and he said "okay". He said he's not scared, and that even after he's gone, he'll always be with me, and I'll hear the tinkle of his collar. Mary said she sees him staying by my legs, on my right said. Remember this, cause what my sister tells me later, ties in with this...
I asked her at one point "I think this may be a human thing only, but dies he have any regrets?". She told me that is a human emotion and pets don't, but she explained to Bear what I was asking, and he said no.
He said he knows that I love him a lot and that he's had a good life, and is very happy, and that he loves me very, very much.
*break for me crying here as I type*
I asked if there was anything he wanted to do, and he said he wants to go to the beach and play in the sand, and eat, and have fun and play and have lots of ear rubs, and that he wants his time to be simple and easy.
I asked her if moving right now would upset him and he said it wouldn't as long as he has lots of room and is not in a kennel, but that he would miss his dog friends (we live with 3 other dogs). I asked if I had to move to my parents temporarily if he would like that, and he said yes, that my mom babies him when I am not around to see it, and that his being with her helps her. My mom is disabled and house-bound. She should have a dog, but she is a stubborn woman. He asked when he could see grandma again. I said we'd go soon. I asked if he wanted to see my niece too, and he said that yes, he would like "to make the rounds" and see everyone.
He brought up the beach again and said to be sure it's a cool day, and again bought up the cottage cheese.
I will go over a few medical things that he sensed here to wrap this up. She said he feels the chemo would stop his heart, and that's why he gave such a big no about it. He's been sick for about 2 months. Pancreatitis will become a problem. Biocom would not be a good treatment, as it would crash his system. Acupunture to his back will help him with comfort, as will some pain meds at night to help him sleep.
He said it will be time for him to go when he can no longer keep any food down and has no appetite. He will try to go on his own when that time comes, but he may need my help.
So, that was the reading. We talked for about 45 minutes, but she only charged me the $45 rate for a half hour reading. Worth every penny, even though I balled like a baby when I hung up the phone.
I talked to mom today, and told her some of the stuff, in particular about her babying him. She said she doesn;t and Mary doesn't know what's talking about.
I spoke to sister after that and she say Mom does baby him. HA!
My sister Heidi had emailed me the other day, and said she was working "on a plan" that she hoped would help make me feel better, but that she wasn't going to tell me as it is a surprise. I spent the day calling her names, as that is a mean thing to tell an obsessive person like me.
She decided to tell me today, as she needed me to get something in order for this and that she wanted me to be prepared for it too.
She is paying to have a tattoo artist do a portrait tattoo of Bear done for me.
Is she not the best sister ever!!!!!
*hugs Heidi*
She wants me to have it done before Bear goes, so that he can see it. So I'm obviously going to want it somewhere that I can see it always, so my back is out, and really the best place "unused" wise. I have 5 tattoos and a majority are on my legs and feet. Wishing now I didn't have that dragon put on the inside of my left calf last summer, as that would be a prime spot.
So I was thinking to myself earlier, that maybe I will see if he can go over the moon tattoo I have on the outside of my right ankle, as it;s old and faded. pr maybe look into that Wrecking Balm stuff to lighten it.
DO YOU SEE IT?????
Mary said she saw him on my right side, by my leg!!!!!!
It's a sign. That's where I am going to have it.
So I think this is officially my longest post ever. If anyone has actually read this all of the way through and survived, I will bestow virtual underwear upon them. =)
So I talked to Mary Argo, the animal communicator yesterday, and I am so glad I did. It's done over the phone and she "connects" to your pet by looking at photos you send to her, and our appointment was at 4 pm. Let me just say how thrilled I was, when at 3:55 pm I was about 20 miles from home (home here being the dog-sitting gig) and stuck in a horrendous traffic jam. I had spent the last hour crawling along and only going about a mile or two, holding out hope it would clear and I would make it home. As 3:30, 3:45 approached, I was pissed and still not even near enough to an exit to get off said accursed freeway.
I did want to have this phone call sitting in traffic, as I know I was going to be crying, and I needed to be able to take notes. As 4:00 was ticking down, I managed to cut through traffic to an exit and got myself into a Taco Bell parking lot.
As I've mentioned before, I have worked with Mary in the past, and she is just amazing, and maybe some of you reading this don't by into pet psychics, but I most certainly do and have seen proof time and again that pets are very intuitive and there are some lucky and special people who can tap into them. Mary can also sense things about an animal, like what their body needs diet wise that may help.
So, here's some of the things he said to her, things she got from him, and questions that I had she asked him.
He said right off "I'm a cute pug!"
Wanted to know when I was going to be home because he wanted a big hug and misses me holding him. I had her tell him I would be home at noon the next day.
He's not in pain, but doesn't feel well. Is achey and hot, like the flu.
He is panting because he feels hot time to time, not because the room is hot, but like he can't cool down, and that he is also not able to get his breathe all the way sometimes.
He wants back massages to help him feel better.
His parents had this. I asked her how he knew this, and she said he just knows that it is genetic.
He most definitely does not want chemo. She got a big "NO!" from him on this.
He's really hungry and thirsty. This would be from the prednisone he's on. I had extremely bad asthma as a child and had to take prednisone dozens of times, and it makes you hungry like you're stoned.
She said I should give him cottage cheese and eggs, and that he wants these. "I can eat lots of it" he said to her. He also brought it up several times, not to forgot the cottage cheese and eggs. That's my boy!!
She gave me several things to do and to give him herbal & food wise to help detoxify his body and help with swelling. I won't bore you with all that.
This one stunned me....She said his 3rd chakra was really bright (I think that was the word). She asked if I know what chakra's are, and I said I did, but can't say what each one in particular is or does. She said the 3rd chakra houses control and self worth. This scared me for a second, because I immediately thought that meant he didn't feel worthy. She explained that he is picking this up from me, and that all the anger I have affects him, that he's worried about me and that Bear says the more I help myself, the more he can help himself. He also said that if I stop all the negative talk about myself, he'll feel better. This floored me. Because I am so angry at so many things right now, Bear being sick only one of them, and blame myself for a lot of what is happening in my life. That she got this from him, I mean, what more proof do you need? I don't like to cry in front of people, or show my emotions. So I have a lot of "breakdowns" in my room with him present.
Need more proof? He also said he wants me to keep singing, because it cheers him up. There is no way she could have known that when I am alone, I sing like a mad woman.
Moving on....
She said Bear knows he is sick, but didn't know what lymphoma meant, other than his lymph nodes being swollen. She told me she explained to him it is a cancer (she does this silently, btw, the communicating with him) and he asked her how long he had. I lost it here, in the Taco Bell parking lot, and told her 2-4 months, and she told him and he said "okay". He said he's not scared, and that even after he's gone, he'll always be with me, and I'll hear the tinkle of his collar. Mary said she sees him staying by my legs, on my right said. Remember this, cause what my sister tells me later, ties in with this...
I asked her at one point "I think this may be a human thing only, but dies he have any regrets?". She told me that is a human emotion and pets don't, but she explained to Bear what I was asking, and he said no.
He said he knows that I love him a lot and that he's had a good life, and is very happy, and that he loves me very, very much.
*break for me crying here as I type*
I asked if there was anything he wanted to do, and he said he wants to go to the beach and play in the sand, and eat, and have fun and play and have lots of ear rubs, and that he wants his time to be simple and easy.
I asked her if moving right now would upset him and he said it wouldn't as long as he has lots of room and is not in a kennel, but that he would miss his dog friends (we live with 3 other dogs). I asked if I had to move to my parents temporarily if he would like that, and he said yes, that my mom babies him when I am not around to see it, and that his being with her helps her. My mom is disabled and house-bound. She should have a dog, but she is a stubborn woman. He asked when he could see grandma again. I said we'd go soon. I asked if he wanted to see my niece too, and he said that yes, he would like "to make the rounds" and see everyone.
He brought up the beach again and said to be sure it's a cool day, and again bought up the cottage cheese.
I will go over a few medical things that he sensed here to wrap this up. She said he feels the chemo would stop his heart, and that's why he gave such a big no about it. He's been sick for about 2 months. Pancreatitis will become a problem. Biocom would not be a good treatment, as it would crash his system. Acupunture to his back will help him with comfort, as will some pain meds at night to help him sleep.
He said it will be time for him to go when he can no longer keep any food down and has no appetite. He will try to go on his own when that time comes, but he may need my help.
So, that was the reading. We talked for about 45 minutes, but she only charged me the $45 rate for a half hour reading. Worth every penny, even though I balled like a baby when I hung up the phone.
I talked to mom today, and told her some of the stuff, in particular about her babying him. She said she doesn;t and Mary doesn't know what's talking about.
I spoke to sister after that and she say Mom does baby him. HA!
My sister Heidi had emailed me the other day, and said she was working "on a plan" that she hoped would help make me feel better, but that she wasn't going to tell me as it is a surprise. I spent the day calling her names, as that is a mean thing to tell an obsessive person like me.
She decided to tell me today, as she needed me to get something in order for this and that she wanted me to be prepared for it too.
She is paying to have a tattoo artist do a portrait tattoo of Bear done for me.
Is she not the best sister ever!!!!!
*hugs Heidi*
She wants me to have it done before Bear goes, so that he can see it. So I'm obviously going to want it somewhere that I can see it always, so my back is out, and really the best place "unused" wise. I have 5 tattoos and a majority are on my legs and feet. Wishing now I didn't have that dragon put on the inside of my left calf last summer, as that would be a prime spot.
So I was thinking to myself earlier, that maybe I will see if he can go over the moon tattoo I have on the outside of my right ankle, as it;s old and faded. pr maybe look into that Wrecking Balm stuff to lighten it.
DO YOU SEE IT?????
Mary said she saw him on my right side, by my leg!!!!!!
It's a sign. That's where I am going to have it.
So I think this is officially my longest post ever. If anyone has actually read this all of the way through and survived, I will bestow virtual underwear upon them. =)
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And as promised, since you survived my gigiantic dissertation, I sent you porny panties.
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I was really impressed and moved by your words in this post. I usually don't say this to people cause I know it sounds nuts, but I know that God exists because he/she talks to me through animals. I don't mean they stand-up on their hind legs and start singing like in a Disney cartoon. I mean that a week after my mother died from cancer, I was out walking, wishing I could see her one more time, and this beagle started following me. He followed me home so I took him in and put posters up around the neighbood. His owner contacted me. He and his two little boys came to pick the dog up and it turns out that the man's wife had died of cancer the same day my mother had. Then their dog had gotten out of the yard and disappeared.
Those two little boys had lost their mom and their dog. Nothing could bring their mom back but I was able to give them their dog back, and as I watched the three of them cry and hug and kiss on that dog, I realized I wasn't alone and I was so grateful for the opportunity to ease someone else's pain when my own seemed so overwhelming.
So, anyway...uh,...thanks for the undies! LOL!! And thanks for giving me the idea to send you a pair. I've wanted to sent them to someone ever since I first saw them but never had a reason before. ;-D
Give my regards to Bear.
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*he snorts love mist in your face to reciporcate*
I whole-heartedly agree, and it makes me hope beyond all hope, that if God does use animals in this way to help us, that we will be reunited with them in the afterlife.
Casue if not? What a fucking cosmic joke...